My friend......
I just say to apologize with you.....
Maybe i was be wrong and i didn't know about your personallity......
I just wanna be friendly and caring together.....
I just wanna be happy with you....
nothing means to make you be sad.....
I understand but i'm not less conscious with your characters......
Here, i'm alone.....
and you ever said......you're alone but you have us.....
so you didn't be afraid with anything....
That words which always be in my mind and became the strength to face it here.....
but in the reality, i couldn't understand what do you want.....
i ever said with you, you and i were be friend......
and you gave big question mark to me.....
why did you like that.....
you felt bad when i became your friend.....
What did i ugly and annoyed......
so that you couldn't accept me to become friend.....
while i did everything to you......
friend, i didn't have another mean.....
i just looked you as friend, no more.....
i known your weakness, but i looked at you as man ......
I think that you didn't need me again.....
may be allah swt have shown toward me about you.....
i known you with all weakness and different background
while in the past, each person which have personallity like you....
i'm sure that i could avoid him.....
but why with you, i couldn't avoid you?
i think, i wanted to know you deeply.....
i just wanna to be your friend, not as your boy friend.....
i didn't have special feeling to you.....
hopefully, you could understand me about my feeling......
i didn't want to enter into same hole like the past.....
if you couldn't want me around you.....
surely, i will leave you.....
after that, you couldn't call me to come back.......
'coz i didn't want to repeat bad and sad memories......
